Today is day 2 of my 40 Day Journey with Karen Paolino and the Advanced Angel Messenger class. Yesterday was tough. Ok, it sucked. I had a meltdown and ended up calling Karen sobbing crocodile tears. It's not easy for me to ask for help.
Big strong lesbian, rrg. Well, I am strong but also vulnerable and I'm learning that it's ok to ask for help and that my world won't crumble.
This morning started pretty cool. I sat to meditate and asked ArchAngel Micheal to protect me today because I could intuitively feel something was going to be challenging today. You betcha baby....and so it is. I got an email from the LAST person I would want in my life and What Would Love do in this situation????? Well at first I panicked, holy shit, this person found me on Facebook..crap. Breathe. Shit breath some more. Love would NOT respond to the email, hit delete, run around the room like a nutbag and release the bad energy.
AA Michael show me a sign.....oh, I'm wearing blue, his color. I wore my blue topaz ring for crystal protection. Ok, my pulse is getting under control. I've vented this information to a co-worker, animately flailing arms and pacing. Breathe.
Ok, I'm an empath so I am super sensitive to others so as I got this event under control.....ok, Sandra the shitstorm isn't over....get ready for more information.
I get a call from a good friend who needs Reiki because she has cancer....crap, fuck, shit, damn. Swearing really is a good release, I hope you try this at your leisure! Time to refocus, send healing energy and love her way. I'm breathing in peace, I'm breathing out peace.
Curses and breathing....great coping mechanisms!
Time to eat a clementine and ponder my navel....teehee
No comments:
Post a Comment
Comments: